masochisticnarc

Wed, 12 Dec 2007 01:58:51 GMT

ill be in my basement room with a needle and a spoon and another girl to take my pain away

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 00:16:14 GMT

each one falls
out all the time
until the day
you die its an upward
sloped line
years fade fair
fall is all
from lights
like i did for you

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 01:23:06 GMT

clocks control the peasants

Sat, 24 Nov 2007 07:29:46 GMT

i wish to god that id just been stabbed

Thu, 22 Nov 2007 17:39:22 GMT

heaven ain't hard to find

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 22:29:18 GMT

pete doherty, back in rehab

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 05:10:34 GMT

stayed gone for too long

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 05:09:51 GMT

the science of sleep

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 05:09:37 GMT

the was no in between

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 05:06:01 GMT

doesnt have to be so complicated

Sun, 04 Nov 2007 21:39:28 GMT

"its for no one but me"

write your own happiness

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 16:21:58 GMT

The world that we know is
Different than many would say
We’re not unhappy or sadly
Coasting through life
But people try to lie to
Make it ahead or put you to bed
And they’re deceitful people
With nothing to lend, but incompetence

Is this a slideshow
Of a sideshow
Or a life that’s been
Fulfilled

Is this a drama
Or a comedy that
Tells a tale of
Who will

Is this indecent
Or a breach in
A plan that’s been
Distilled

We met a homeless
Prophet who no one else saw
He opened our eyes to our lives
As we can recall
And so many passed by
With closed eyes not wanting to see
As if his existence had led up
To that very day, and for us just the same

We’re coming back for you Stanley
Either way

Is this a slideshow
Of a sideshow
Or a life that’s been
Fulfilled

Is this a drama
Or a comedy that
Tells a tale of
Who will

Is this indecent
Or a breach in
A plan that’s been
Distilled

The world’s at war now
And somehow we’ve lost it again
early October and gusto
is on his way home, one more month to go
and armies fall out of steel mouths
to incite the attack
is it for freedom or good fun
we’ve taken to that

Is this a slideshow
Of a sideshow
Or a life that’s been
Fulfilled

Is this a drama
Or a comedy that
Tells a tale of
Who will

Is this indecent
Or a breach in
A dream that’s been
Distilled

Life really makes one wonder
What’s under the original intents
is this all just circus sideshow
with us as the cast, and a fake audience
is it all just a show to
feel true, or are we complete
is the audience for real
when it yells and tirelessly claps, or is it all preplanned tracks

Is this a slideshow
Of a sideshow
Or a life that’s been
Fulfilled

Is this a drama
Or a comedy that
Tells a tale of
Who will

Is this indecent
Or a breach in
A dream that’s been
Distilled

Wed, 24 Oct 2007 22:01:34 GMT

its like erotic ironic cuz im semi-psychotic im hitting switches on bitches like ive been fixed with hydraulics

Thu, 18 Oct 2007 03:05:53 GMT

the things you say
you see are nothing
that mean much to me

youre washed out
upside down
hung out to dry
again

say what you will
believe relief can
come from deceit
and i hear you
but nothing you say
can get to me

you make your promises
that both of us know
you will break
and i dont care
either way
just don't
make them to me

perhaps you believe them
to be true, but no matter
what you do
if you dont start
to act out
you'll always be alone

and dont call me
because i'll be
asleep if i ever
decide to leave

Wed, 17 Oct 2007 00:09:52 GMT

do you miss me miss misery

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 06:09:27 GMT

you said that you loved me why dont you fuck off

Sun, 07 Oct 2007 23:05:37 GMT

"fuck all y'all"

-2Pac

Sun, 07 Oct 2007 19:59:44 GMT

i wish to god that id just been stabbed

Thu, 04 Oct 2007 04:39:09 GMT

the heavens have declared war on the ground
and silence has been captured by sound
the wind has an alliance with the sea
to crumble the mountains and drop the trees
The ground has absolutely no choice but to comply
and the sun and moon refuse to share the same sky

the world's at war
october 4, 2006

The wind once existed as merely a breeze
and the trees were once nothing but seeds
twas the wind who scattered the seeds as a breeze
and the rain from the sky that rose them to trees
so the ground and the trees all result from the sky
and the breeze that often blew by
But now the breeze is a wind and the sky has a friend
to destroy what it once took the time commend

the world is at war
october 4, 2006

Now the stars and moon refuse to shine at night
because the sun forbade then to sleep in daylight
the sea and the sky always replenish supplies
to fuel the ongoing war that occupies everyday life
between sea, wind, mountain, tree, ground, and sky
it is never known who will win or survive

the world is at war
october 4, 2006

4 years ago today, Radiohead played sound advice amphitheatre in support of Hail to the Thief. 1 year ago today i wrote this song.

Wed, 03 Oct 2007 03:35:29 GMT

its only a matter of time
before the english march in
and take it over

its only a matter of time
before the germans march right
back into the rhineland

What is it you do i implore
whats it for
took a look almost as long
as the thirty years' war

its only a matter of thought
before the Indians come back
and scalp us all

its only a matter of patience
before we realize that
theres nobody waiting

what is it youre looking for
whats the score
death toll just as large
as the second world war

why are both your eyes still sore
take a tour of the museum
rhineland, riverboat floor

what is it you do i implore
whats it for
took a look almost as long
as the thirty years' war

Tue, 02 Oct 2007 19:35:20 GMT

left hand on the cup
right foot on the kick drum
blaring away some anthem

right hand on a cigarette
blowing my worries away
my cares are few today

scrape off your teeth
and ill smoke it
im gonna throw up
im gonna throw up

go ahead
scrape off your teeth
and i'll smoke it
im gonna vomit
im gonna vomit

head down on the telephone
talking to no one
no clue what im doing

eyes staring off at nothing
no clue where im going
no clue what im doing

dry gin alize champagne
ease the pain
but go ahead and scrape your teeth

late nights long life short days
its ok
go ahead and scrape your teeth

so i
i can throw up again
and vomit nothing
because the lining of my stomachs gone
i wanna throw up again
but i cant
because theres nothing left to purge
oh how i urge you
scrape your teeth
ill take one more hit
of relief

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 01:36:23 GMT

everything youre in order
get in order, i implore you
if you want i'll get it for you
i'll get it for you, you know

im all doped on prescription pills
living life by the man
getting my cheap thrills

i'm all doped up on prescription pills
dont ask me about pain
i dont know how it feels

everyone youve gone crazy
youre all crazy, dont you blame me
if its needed you can do it blame free
just dont defame me, dont try to change me

brothers you've all left me
sisters upset me, but im regret free
if you strive to see me on the marquee
or its just a bad dream, dont say your sorries

im all doped up on prescription pills
i make sure to take two
after every meal

im all doped up on prescription pills
my life could be better
if i kept it together
but all im keeping together
makes it hard to remember

Wed, 19 Sep 2007 04:31:35 GMT

"i may not always love you
but long as there are stars above you
you never need to doubt it
i'll make you so sure about it
god only knows what i'd be without you

if you should ever leave me
life would still go on believe me
the world would show nothing to me
so what good would living do me
god only knows what i'd be without you"

-Brian Wilson

Sun, 16 Sep 2007 08:35:55 GMT

i hope you feel better
despite more recent times
my eyes cant get much wetter
as my time ticks off your life

i hope you feel better
because no one else does
all so consumed and consumed
by the same mouth that consumed you

i hope you feel better
i'll call you tomorrow
in hopes that you'll be able

i hope things getter better
i hope people leave me alone
i hope the sky keeps closed up
and hollywood blows up the world

i hope what sorts whats life out
dont let the time out
of what's line of vision

pretty soon what'll look around
and be somewhere
but what wont know how what got there

all alone watching whats tv
whats news to what
is old to me
whats good for what
is bad for me
theres no compatibility

so i can be clear
as long as ive got you this near
less than a mile, and its all worthwhile
in the end

Sun, 16 Sep 2007 04:24:50 GMT

im not even satisfiable baby